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Fear is the enemy
A vicious one that doesn't know when to quit
It always keeps on fighting
Squirming
And wiggling its way back in
So each time a scream escapes my mouth
It will always be there watching
Wringing its hands together with glee
Yet...
I never imagined fear would come
Like this.
In such a bizarre way
Such an ordinary way
It didn't come a creature
Or a thought
But it came as a box
With a blinking line
And missing words
A useless talk
I'm not scared of people
I'm just scared of speaking
A simple, ordinary task
An exchange of words
Sometimes good
Sometimes bad
Yet, as I stare at that box
There are no words
coming out
Because my hands are shaking
Feeling like icicles
And not because of the AC
My throat is so dry
Like some barren desert
And no drink will quench it
On the other side of the screen
is a person
who I'm desperate to speak to
But a simple "Hi" won't come out
Not even a letter
Just shakes and shudders
That aren't seen
On the other side of the computer screen
I wish I could wear that kitty hat
I wish my "Toeto" would be brave, too
But there's no hat
Nor a personification of my fear
There's just me
A keyboard
And a laptop
So, self :
Can you be brave, just this once?
I know I've said stupid things
But just forgive yourself
Not every conversation starts with a few stupid words
Or a few embarrassing mistakes
Just type, okay?
And, if that doesn't suffice
Then just speak up
Open your mouth
And talk to anyone.
Everyone!
But... just this once
Can we both be brave?
And keep stupid fear at bay?
Because, for once,
I don't want to be that shy kid
Who hides in a corner
And never talks.
So, can we be brave together?
A vicious one that doesn't know when to quit
It always keeps on fighting
Squirming
And wiggling its way back in
So each time a scream escapes my mouth
It will always be there watching
Wringing its hands together with glee
Yet...
I never imagined fear would come
Like this.
In such a bizarre way
Such an ordinary way
It didn't come a creature
Or a thought
But it came as a box
With a blinking line
And missing words
A useless talk
I'm not scared of people
I'm just scared of speaking
A simple, ordinary task
An exchange of words
Sometimes good
Sometimes bad
Yet, as I stare at that box
There are no words
coming out
Because my hands are shaking
Feeling like icicles
And not because of the AC
My throat is so dry
Like some barren desert
And no drink will quench it
On the other side of the screen
is a person
who I'm desperate to speak to
But a simple "Hi" won't come out
Not even a letter
Just shakes and shudders
That aren't seen
On the other side of the computer screen
I wish I could wear that kitty hat
I wish my "Toeto" would be brave, too
But there's no hat
Nor a personification of my fear
There's just me
A keyboard
And a laptop
So, self :
Can you be brave, just this once?
I know I've said stupid things
But just forgive yourself
Not every conversation starts with a few stupid words
Or a few embarrassing mistakes
Just type, okay?
And, if that doesn't suffice
Then just speak up
Open your mouth
And talk to anyone.
Everyone!
But... just this once
Can we both be brave?
And keep stupid fear at bay?
Because, for once,
I don't want to be that shy kid
Who hides in a corner
And never talks.
So, can we be brave together?
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Random poetry ftw? This one's actually personal, unlike the last one. (p.s. ignore the fact that I haven't editted/revised this one :3)
I'm tired of being so freakin' shy! I want to speak up, even if it has to start out with typed words before it turns into speech. But I don't know how to do that without looking stupid.
I'm tired of being so freakin' shy! I want to speak up, even if it has to start out with typed words before it turns into speech. But I don't know how to do that without looking stupid.
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I really like this and i love how everything tumbled together and flowed into one swoop.